Totality: Beyond Spacetime continuum

The universe itself is space time along with its atoms of matter and energetic forces. 

On a spacial view we see the disjointed view of the universe and can conclude yes there is life here , life there. 

But when we see the universe all together, through space and time , we can see that from the big bang to this very moment of you reading this, everything happened in a definitive order. 

Through the cycles of creation and destruction, entropy has done nothing but cleanse the palate over and over again.

The very singularity at the beginning of existence is life, an infinitely dense point of spacetime, matter and energy together through billions of years of evolution over and over caused life to spring, caused consciousness to play out. 

The singularity is Consciousness, just disarranged respective to mine. 

I think there is something the universe is trying to tell me, through the existence of life there is a hidden message. 

If i see organic life birthing, reproducing and dying all i can see is experiencial knowledge is being transferred through genetic code.

I have talked about consciousness being a state achievable after a limit of psychological, physical and genetic evolution, then there is entropy that resets the cycle , destroying the life and the life itself transfers the knowledge to its offspring. 

It is as if , the universe is trying to perfect something, like an artist trying to perfect a shade of blue by colouring it over and over again. 

It is as if the universe itself is creating life and consciousness, keeping the evolutionary data and creating a newer organism while deleting the past one.

Evolutionary perfection i suppose, but it is only perfection when looked through an ego ideal of absolute consciousness being the target.

I theorise at Y =infinity of a Y dimension, along which( space-time +X dimensions make up a universe) a multiverse functions , at the end of creation an evolved form of what we call as a universe will be formed with one collective consciousness with the evolutionary experience of zillions of space-times together as one entity and i suppose that is what transcends dimensions and that is what is GOD.

It is paradoxical to think with time, but this happens along a higher dimension where a multiverse functions. Hence it transcends time and can interact with spacetime dimensions of multiple universes, creating us and everything hetherto. 

But this whole conclusion is wrong because that is still an unidimensional view through time.

To experience God is to transcend time and it is then the realisation hits that , whatever we call god or the absolute is a limited idea.

This is it, i am it. I am totality, i am causality, i am eternal creation. 

God is dead, i have killed him

For i have realised that i am it, from my toe nail to the dream of a little Nigerian boy, its all the same thing seen through various perspectives.

There is no explanation, there is no hyperintellectual conclusion, there is no grand ending, its all the same beautiful thing. 

How foolish, the peak of my intellect simply told me to stop being using intellect. And i see now.